Pisces Sun, Aquarius Moon

Sometimes it is easier being someone else
or escaping anyway you can.
But recreational drugs aren't
Always godsends, because I know you picked
A funny way of loving me.

I should have known
only the stain would remain
but NOW I feel ugly in your presence
Now I see how damned I'd been,
How crazy I was for thinking
You saying my name made me
god for a day.